Kau boleh, orang tak boleh?

what would we feel when we got to know that somebody hates us?

sedih tak?

jadi adil tak kalau kita tak suka orang tanpa rasa bersalah?

bila orang benci kita, tau pun rasa sedih?

habis tu bila kita benci orang, orang tu tak sedih kalau dapat tau kita benci dia?

sebolehnya, don't be too judgemental.

kita tak boleh buat semua orang suka kita bila kita pun tak suka semua orang.

Shame on the COWARD ME!

There was once my colleague told me that she without hesitating asked a young lady who was sitting happily on a train playing games on her smartphone, to give her seat to a pregnant lady who was standing in front of her.

When she told me that, I was so proud of her to have such a gut!
And told myself that I would be brave like her too if that kind of situation could ever happen to me..

But guess what.
No, I was not that daring!
It happened yesterday when I was on a train on my way to work.
It was normal to have the train full with passengers during peak hours in the morning.
And there I was, standing obliviously (hello, it's early in the morning) still thinking of my cosy bed.
In front of me, sit a young guy, looking smart & handsome, focusing on his smartphone.
And when I turned to my right, there she was, with her ballooning belly, standing right next to that young guy.
Only then I realized,"eh this lady is pregnant!"
And no one had offered her a seat!

I was frustrated when I saw that. But what frustrates me more is that I don't have a courage to get someone to give his/her seat to that pregnant lady.
I wanted to, but I couldn't even utter a word!

I hate myself for not doing what I was supposed to do!
I hate myself for being COWARD!
And just so you know, it made me feel millionth times embarrassed!

I should have told that guy to give his seat to that pregnant lady.
I should have!
But I was just so scared to do so!

MEMALUKAN BETUL!

MALU!!!!

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